Tuesday, November 22, 2011

I leave it all to HIM

Right now, i feel like standing on a fence. I have targets to clear & yet i have a few days before i leave.

Our financial year ends on 30 nov while i'll be away on 27 or 28 nov, depending on whether hubby gets his leave approved on 27.

In end october, i was very confident that i would clear my targets in no time. I was on maternity leave for 5 months this year, which left me only 7 months to clear whatever i need to Achieve. And by end oct, business was coming in like nobody's business, alhamdullilah...

But then, we all fall sick and i got 2 weeks mc beginning of november.. (btw, after my tummy flu in the previous entry, i was down with tonsilitis, hence ANOTHER week mc). I am short of time. 31 days became 14 days for me. And it wasnt easy. I was stressed and depressed. But who am i to defy the creations/ circumstances of allah?

Right now, i am sooo near to my goals but yet feels so far. And right now, i should be esctatic to start packing for my holidays. But im not. Im currently working on a few things which i hope could be of help before i leave. If i cant make it before i leave, i leave everything to allah and take it in my stride as i've tried my utmost best to make it all happen.

We'll see, insyAllah i'll update before i leave.

Till then!

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