I was really hoping for a better year

I was really hoping for a better year in 2016.
I really do.
I tried my best to get to what I wanted to have, or rather what I needed to have.
A better pay.
Alhamdullilah, I got it.

Then why is everything still not OK?
I supposed it got even worse this month.
What went wrong?
Why is this happening?
Everybody is chasing me right now.

Stressed. Tired. Frustrated.
But I can tell no one.
Sigh.