It's been a while since I last blogged.
Time is really not with me. I don't even know where time went.
I was reading my few entries that I blogged early this year. Read that I had a schedule in my Feb post.
I used to end work by 630pm latest when I started. But March and April were my busiest months, and I ended up staying past 8pm in the office.
Then in May, we went for a short getaway. The first one for my son. The first one for us after our crisis. Before I left, I stayed late to clear as much work as I could. By the time I'm back, I stayed late to clear backlogs.
Then a realization hits me after my daughter commented: "Mummy, I haven't seen you in a long time. Why are you always back late? I sleep already."
Now, I made it a point to end work by 615pm. Especially since I am not paid OT, and work there will never end no matter how long you stay late, I will not stay too late anymore. If there is an event, no choice. But otherwise, 615pm will be the time I leave work. No more compromises.
My new house will be coming very soon. We will be receiving the keys by this month. Still thinking how& when to proceed with the house. Though I clearly put my stand to Mr Husband that we will only focus on the house after our debts are settled, but I guess Allah has his plans.
Something happened that made it not possible to not have our own house. The endurance is a torture. But no firm decision has been made yet.
My kids at this juncture is doing quite well, alhamdullilah.
My son may start school in July, but we are still awaiting the confirmation to his admission.
On a lighter note, we left for Kelantan on 17 May.
It was the best family trip ever. The planning of the trip was challenging. But we had the time of our lives.
Will blog about it another time. Probably upload photos. If I have the time.
There's a lot of different emotions running within me right now - anxiety, fear, upset and disappointed. Anger, perhaps.
Seriously, I don't know whether I still have friends.
*sobs*
