Tired

Truth be told, I am very very tired now.

Maybe due to growth spurt, Farrell tends to drink more nowadays. And prolly because he is more "awake" to his surroundings, he tends to always want to be carried. Even though we never really always carry him around.

My naps in the day got reduced to basically about 20 mins a day before I got woken by his sound of stretching or little cries before he drift back to sleep. Yes, he'll drift back to sleep while I'll woke up in a shock and be awake.

My night sleep became only 1.5 hrs. Let me rephrase, I"ll wake up every 1.5 hours for feeding time. Since school started, Qistina has been quite tired. Hence she had a good night sleep. Thank god whenever her brother fidget or gave out small cries, she didn't seemed disturb. And I will be the one giving her milk (though she didn't ask for it) after I fed Farrell, just before I drift off to sleep.

I really badly need some fresh air and a massage. But I'm waiting for 9 jan to revisit my gynae to check on my operation wound before I start my postnatal massage and treatments.

Few things coming up my sleeve - planning for Qistina's 2 year old party in school, a visit to my gynae, the postnatal massage and my kids jab. Oh, and Farrell's baby shower.

I so can't wait to go out for a breather!