Parents Dilemma

With kids.
House is always messy.
Even after you have cleaned the house.
Never quiet.
You'll hear:
- mummy, want milk!
- mummy, i want to go toilet
- mummy, where's my bottle?
- mummy, i want to sleep w you.
Doing household chores took longer.
Doing school homework is like going to war.

Without kids.
House is clean.
Silence everywhere.
Missing them and thinking about them every second.

What do i want actually?