:(

I am officially stressed.

Thinking about that thing really gives me mixed feelings. On one hand, a feeling of excitement and curiousity - that "can't wait" feeling.

On the other hand, constant worry keep lingering in my mind. Is it enough? What will happen if it's not? How do I find more?

When will they stop asking me for more, when I have told them umpteen times that all those "happy times" have stopped? They said they know, but then why the attitude didnt change?

I'm really at my wits end :(