Aftermath of time wastage

I have 2 tests and 3 reports due next week.

And I just realized how not-free I am this week with all the prep work needed for next week.

Luckily Raya visits already ended. Or has it?

I need the weekends to mug. HARD.
Especially since my first test for retail wasn’t very well-done.

I’m really feeling the stress, pressure, and fear.

I found myself in turmoil these past few days.
I’m not being ME anymore.
When will this end?
I really need some space for peace, motivational encouragement and support.
But how do I go about getting that when no one understands?

My life and soul has not been in peace, but how do I overcome it when I have doubts in expressing myself?
Trying to please everybody else is indeed tormenting my inner self especially in this uncertain future.

I really don’t know :(

Is this the aftermath of time wastage the past few weeks? Isn’t it?
Or is it just the time of the month?

Somebody save me…