Since I haven't upload the pics, I will share about her wedding probably by this weekend.
Coming back to the topic Hypocrisy, I declared yesterday (Monday) a Hyprocrisy Day.
There occured 2 scenarios that made me very upset. But after the conversation I had with Mr. HHH, I'm feeling much better now though I will never forget what happened.
Scenario 1: During lunch
My usual lunch khakis had something on yesterday; hence I was left to eat lunch alone. I was already planning on McD as it is the easiest place where I can buy food & drink within a single order.
Before I left, there is a temp staff that had joined us for lunch before. Out of courtesy, I asked him if he is going lunch with anyone. At first, he said he's going with a friend. And he asked me where I'm heading. I said McD and he said, "Oh, a coincidence! I'm planning to go there too, let's go together".
Later on, I found out that he was actually on a date. During lunch, everything went well. That girl and I talked non-stop about different topics - from driving, to school and everything else under the sun. My friend (the guy) was left out from the conversation and I felt bad for that. I even apologised to him at the end of the lunch.
Later that evening, he told me that the girl was mad that I joined them for lunch. Upon hearing the "story", I was shocked. How can the girl got mad when she was laughing her heart out during our conversation? I mean, doesn't that spell HYPOCRISY?
Scenario 2: Story was told by my friend
Becuase of privacy issues, I will cut this story short. There was some work politics and I am upset that I wasn't even in the consideration list after slogging like mad at work to help them out. They even thought I don't know anything about the project. Hey You! If I hadn't known anything about it, then what do you think I did at work every single day? You'd be surprise to learn how much I know about the project, if you had asked me about it. For god's sake, please stop assuming! Just because you yourself have no idea what the hell is going on most of the time, doesn't mean I don't have any idea even though I'm new and even just an intern!
Though I said I don't mind not going, I felt that how they make the decision was so unfair. They are really exploiting me... Put it blantly, they practice favortism!
Doesn't that spell HYPOCRISY again?
My goodness... I swear to god I was feeling even lower than low yesterday.
I just can't wait for this to be over.
Dear Allah, please give me the strength to carry on for I can turn to no one else to make things better except you. Mr. HHH can just help me feel better but he can't really do anything to prevent similar things from happening again...
Countdown till end of internship: 48 days (minus weekends)
Till then,
Disturbed Angel
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